A Slice of Deviance

Here is an excerpt from my first novel: Deviance. You can find a link to its Amazon page ‘Here’.


V took a seat. She looked a little bewildered.

“You feeling anything?” asked Nathan.

“I don’t know… maybe? I think I feel something.”

He took a seat next to her. “It’ll probably take a while for me.”

“Oh yeah?” V asked in a playful, fuck-you tone.


“Oh yeah? Tough shit?”

“It’s in my blood, on my dad’s side. We Australians got poisoned so much we’ve become immune to it.”

“You’re Australian?!”

“Well my grandpa is.”

“Oh I didn’t know. That’s cool.”

“Yeah it’s not bad. We can handle toxicants, but we don’t seem to talk too much. At least not my grandpa and dad.”

V sat silent, intent on Nathan continuing.

“I can remember one time,” he blurted as the memory hit him, “where my dad actually pulled an amazing line. Like a heart to heart moment with me.”

“What was it?” she asked.

“I must have been ten. Our dog Moe died and I hid away in my room cause I couldn’t stop crying. And my dad, to my utter surprise, came in and told me, ‘You know son, in life, the further you walk, the more you know. The more you know, the more you grow. The more you grow, the less you feel. And the less you feel, the further you walk.’ At the time I just thought he was being a heartless asshole, but I see now what he meant. Life’s taken my family away and yet… I’m not destroyed. I don’t quite know how to say it but I feel as if, something might have played a role in my survival, so far. But then again, maybe not at all and it was just dumb luck. Who knows.”

%d bloggers like this: